five and a half

that's the number of weeks I have till prelims. And honestly, I'm so afraid that I've gotten numb. I have so much uncovered and it's really going to take a miracle for me to do well. It's not that I'm not studying, I jus don't seem to be getting it right. A lot of it seems alright when I'm actually looking at it in notes or tutorials but when it comes to tests and actual questions I just screw up all the time.

I am so scared right now, I spend more time thinking about how screwed I am than actually doing something about it.

I don't want to fall short of all you made me to be.